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Thursday, January 06 2000 AD

Well... I turned him down. I had a bad feeling. I couldn't imagine myself kissing him, touching him, making out with him, loving him. I don't know if it's just he's too short (he is awfully short), or what. I can do with someone who's smaller than me. I mean, I'm 5'7 in grade nine. I know when I'm older guys are taller than that, but for now I'm a bit taller than most of them, but BA's like 1/2 a foot below me. It just doesn't feel right. And I've seen enough Star Trek to know that you should trust your intuition!
One guy I know (friend's boyfriend) said in Math class he was saying his New Years resolution was to get a girlfriend. So I question his motives. I wonder if he was willing to ask anyone he thought would go with him. A pile of people said I should have said yes to him, as a joke. Kind of mean, I guess. A total of three people said it's the best I can do. One said I'll never get asked out again (that was Scott). All in jest, I hope!

Scott's a mean bastard. He always make's fun of me, but I always know he's kidding.

I'm and idiot, you know. Do you know what I said on the bus? "Skittles are evil. They have geletin in them." That was just asking for an argument. What the hell was I thinking? "Tell me truely I implore!" I can never win arguments with these guys. "Cows are just asking to be shot," "If we're not supposed to eat meat, why do we have canine teeth?" That kind of thing. Does anyone out there know anyintelligent answers? Please don't say "Fuck off". Sometimes there's a real reason to win.

I'm feeling sick. Maybe I have influenza.
Have you ever heard the skipping song,
I had a little bird, whoes name was Enza.
I opened the window, and in flew Enza.
I heard it on TV once.

Is it just me, or are my entries getting shorter?

G

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