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Wednesday, January 05 2000 AD

oh, what an unusual day!
I got asked out! Now, I know that's not particulairly interesting, I mean, people get asked out all the time, but **I** don't. I actually like the guy, on top of that. I'll tell you what transpired.
Before anything else, you must be aware of who he is. BA -- for that is his name -- is in my science class. Physically, he is pretty short, rather diminuative, I'd say. He has a blonde buzz cut, and pretty pale skin. He looks younger than 14. In fact, when I first saw him, I wondered if perhaps he had not skipped a grade. I was actually wondering about him... he follows me around a bit. He's into the same kinds of computers as me. ie. Non-MS. He uses a computer called "Aptiva", which I've heard about, but was unaware people acutally used. [Alternadude]

So, at lunch, he was hanging around me and my friends, (I can never tell if a guy is interested in me, or is just being friendly, and tend to assume the latter, so I try not to pay antention to my own suspitions) and about five minutes before the bell rang, this was the conversation:
BA: Hey, um, G?
Me: Yah?
BA: Well, since I have to leave to go to class now, I'd just like to know... would you go out with me?
Me: Seriously? [giggle, giggle, laugh, nervousness] Um, I don't know.
BA: So.... umm...
Me: Let me think about it. I'll tell you tomorrow.

So he left.

I was getting my books a couple of minutes later when my friend KH came up, to tell me something, and I grabbed her by the shoulders and shook her a bit and said "Do you know who just asked me out?" She didn't, and after telling, her, it turns out she didn't know who he is, anyway. Her boyfriend kissed her for the first time in front of other people, in case you're wondering. But anyways, when I said the words "asked me out" the ears of all the surrounding people perked up. ("Who would ask G out?") When they heard who it was, they were all like "BH?! What did you say? You're not going to say yes are you?" Apparently, this particular boy is not very popular.... but I don't really care... I like hime. He's nice. I was actually thinking of ekilling him before this. He seems sweet.

I can't imagine making out with him without really trying. It's probably because of his appearence. This still gives me a bad feeling.

So, all in all, I guess I'll say yes.

Not much else of importance happened today. But I have to clear up some stuff. I do NOT have some sort of inferiority complex which csuses me to think like "omigod, someone asked ME out!!!", but, in my school, I am a freak, and for a normal person to ask me out would take a tremendous amount of courage.... I guess there's a kind of stigma attached to me. Oh well.... at least that means I don't have to date cowards! :)

G

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