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Thursday, Febuary 05 2000 AD

"Whoooo, oh, oh, ohoh, I'm hooked on a feeling... I'm high on believing that you're in love with me..."

<sigh>
What a night.
This is what parties are for.

Let me keep the suspense, and tell the story from the begining.

My friend, KH had a party where we were supposed to go and spend 12 hours whatching James Bond movies. So we were whatching them (we ended up seeing only one and a half, as well as Austin Powers and So I Married an Axe Murderer, with alot of talking in between. I was talking to this guy who's a friend of my friend's boyfiend's friend, and I was thinking that, wow, how did I never notice him before. He goes to my school, a grade up, and I've seen him, said Hi to him, on account of the above mentioned connection, but other than that, not really that much. Me and my friend, JA were sitting, whatching the movie, and he came and put his head on our knees. It was supposed to be a ploy to get us to move out of "his" spot. <g> It didn't succeed, of course, because both her and I were perfectly content to have him sitting on our laps. I happen to know that she had a crush on him a while back, but I'm not that good a friend of hers to know much about it. All through the evening, we kept on saying that we were each perfect, and so we were each perfect for each other, because we both seemed to like the same music, amoung other things. Then, we ate dinner (I sat beside him...), and when we came back, he sat on the couch, and I sat beside him, and T(I don't know here last name... but she liked him too) sat on top of him. You see, he was at the end of the couch, so she started by sitting on the arm of the sofa, and ended up half on top of him. He had his arms around both of us, and I was holding his hand, and she was when I looked over once, but I don't know about the whole thing. Now CF (my friend's boyfriend) said to BN (the boy; they're best friends, BTW) "I thought you said you weren't ever going to date younger women." to which he said that this wasn't a date, but just harmless flirting, then said "You both understand, right?" T said she did, and I said I said "Do I have to?" Of course, I did have to. But I was sitting there for two hours, close to him, holding his hand, and rubbing it, playing with it, ect. Part way through, JA came and leaned up against his leg, so he was sitting there, covered with girls, joking perioically about how completely happy he was... I guess we all happened to be horny at the same time. Later on, I asked him if he really wouldn't go out with me, but he said that it would be hypocritical of him. One part of me thinks that he really didn't want to go out with me, and was just using that as an excuse, another thinks he just didn't wan't to lose face in front of his friends, and yet another thinks he like me, but doesn't want to hurt the other two girls.

Later on, when we were in KH's room, he left, and was stting in this wierd part of thier basement, kind of a storage hall, talking to T, then, she came back, but wouldn't admit to either of them saying anything. I know what you're thinking. But the door was open, and we were keeping an eye on them (KH's room is in the basement). I called him a bastard a few times, which I feel bad for, I may apologise, but I don't think so.

I've omitted sooo many details here, because everything would be so much more disjointed thn it is now.

<wishful thinking>
You know what I want to happen? I want BN to come to where I eat lunch at school, and to say "Come here, G, I need to talk to you." And then we'd both go to some part of the school where there aren't that many people, and he'd say that he really likes me, but that he was afraid of hurting the other girls, but he's checked, and both of them were OK with it, so he'd really like to go out with me sometime, and would I, and he hopes I'm not mad at him or anything, but he'd love it if I would.
</wishful thinking>

But that isn't liable to happen, so I guess I'll do fine. : (

<sigh>

I felt so horny, and tingly, and hot, and shivery, and good. ooooh....

This has just taken me an hour and a half to write, on account of drifting of so often to think...

 

G

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